The animosity I feel for winter is enormous. My body doesn’t want to work. I turn purple, my fingers and toes turn completely white. They start tingling and then BAM, stiffness. I can’t move. My fingers have been deforming. I get a sad/angry feeling.
I’m embarrassed. People do not believe or understand until they get to see for themselves. They don’t understand why I refuse to go anywhere. Why would you want to be around someone who is miserable when they are in a cold environment? Why do you want my negative vibes? I want you to enjoy yourself.
The photo above is when I was on the treadmill. You would think it would help with my condition, but it doesn’t. I also use citrulline to help my blood flow more and it’s still happening.
I am determined to move South. My goal is to move as far away from the cold as I possible can.
If you have any suggestions on what might help please leave me a comment below! I would truly appreciate it. Also, tell me your thoughts about the cold.